Yo blog,
I just came home not long ago.
Well, as soon as I entered the living room dad showed me a MINDEF letter. Which clearly belongs to me.
And it's opened. =/

(I believe privacy is spelt p-r-i-va-c-y..)

Anyway, it's a medical check-up letter.
Well, time sure flies..

My time of the year is finally arriving soon, this year.
2 years ain't short.
Depends how I spend it while inside.

Anyway, all I could say now I'm not yet physically prepared for my NAFA this comming 20 Jan.
*Sighz*
Stress about this, on the other hand, stress about school too.

It's like there's not much progress in my FYP.
Francis Teo doesn't seems to remember us =/
Consider weird really, 'cause I thought we're supposed to be busy as bees
Working our ass off, but..

Well, slack as hell.
Which has it's pros and cons too.

I've enjoyed the pros in the holiday already, not gonna talk about that now.
Cons are, Thinkin back of how much time I've wasted, I felt uneasy. Afraid that we won't be able to complete this project on time.

Many times had I tried (Or maybe a few only, less than 5 counts) to concentrate.
Well, no guidelines though, it's just self-planning of work and doing our own research.

No special instructions were given to us from above either, so right now our FYP group are in a state of "happy going lucky" mood. =/

That's 1 good thing about NS too.
Discipline.
Many times I've tried to change myself too, it just seems to be so hard to change whatever you are. Even the leopard can't change it's spots, how could I?

Well, apparently in the NS there should be lots of hellish, devillish shit waiting for me to go clear them up. Even I'm unwilling to, so I hope after going through this ordeal, I'll finally turn myself to a better person.

Some one who could finally wake up on time, early in the morning. Or maybe less bony than usual. Most of all, I wish I could be more independent in thinking and gain some intelligence.
(Not saying I'm stupid right now..)

Anyway, I both looked forward and stress to the beginning of NS life.
Before all these happens, hopefully I'll fare well in my NAFA.

So today was 17th Jan.
Woo~~
Happy 8 months anniversary dearie :)
I hope u liked my present.
Thanks for still being with me till this very moment, may we last forever okays?
jyjy~

Eh..
I guess I'ved said enough ~
Time to sleep.

Tml's a long day...
'cause..
It's Sunday~

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