Today, I learnt how to appreciate.

So..
Today was the math paper, man..cant tell u how hard and how much I've spend my time studying it.
Well, the motivation comes from dear mainly ^^
Thanks dear..without you, i guess I'd probably still be lazing around.
The paper was tough though, but I'm glad all that I've studied had been put into used.
During the study process, I was mostly alone.
Yeah, so it's just me and the notes =/
The atmosphere makes brings lots of stuffs in my head, talking about my social life,
the people in my life, my dear, and some memories.
(Funny as it seems 'cos time was running out and while studying, my brain somehow activated it's emo function again. lol)
Anyway, I was once a hardworking person man, no joke. (Sec 1 to 3) =x
I guess all that poly years made the person I am today. One, lazy one.
If I ever gonna have a kid next time, I swear, putting him to SP will be the last decision I'd ever make on earth.
I'd rather him to go JC, though it would be stress but, I won't regret my choice. Seriously
(Anyway, SP's always fucked up, 5 yrs, 10 yrs, 50 yrs. SP is always SP)
Go ahead and sue me.
SP is a shithole.
nyayayayaya~
(Dun understand why is there so much people admitting here either.)
Anyway, so I'm due to 1 last module. Network Infrastructure.
Well, I guess the stress all came from the previous days and nights I had while studying math, the feeling hasn't gone away.
I mean, well infra was a easy subject to pass and score. Why am I still feeling so uneasy and impatient.
=/
Oh yeah, while spending most of the time dealing with math and all the probability shit. I amazingly Grew an interest out of it. =/
Consider odd really, my weekend was hell 'cos of that probability (oh-so-long)
It gets really difficult while studying it, anyway, as they says, spending enough time with someone, (well in this case for me, it is Something) you grew feelings for them.
How awful, I hate probability! But now I like it.
Come to think of it calmly, it wasn't that bad anyway.
It is a real-life practical approach too.
Anyway, I do believe it would help me solve my problems too when dear comes running to me with more of her IQ questions xD
Aite !
Moving on..
So...
It was on the way to home, got alighted from LRT station and I;m walking towards the market for that shortcut where I noticed a rather small commotion going on.
At some where near the coffee shop, which I would pass by everyday.
There was a crowd and I observed; seems like there is some old guy walking very slowly, blocking all the path.
Everyone was overtaking him, I wanna overtake him too.
However, this old guy turned and saw me standing behind him. Gave me this look which I returned with the (uh-oh.. what did I do to make u look so angry with me)look.
I was listening to my mp3 songs, so I couldn't really hear what the hell he was saying.
I was about to leave when he said something which kinda caught my attention, so i removed the ear plug to find out.
He suddenly grabbed my hand and said this in chinese "Hey, can u take me back home?"
I was shocked.
Yeah, for a moment I was petrified. Do I know this old man? Or he knew me, just that I've forgotten 'bout him ?
Ah well, he told me what he wanted.
The shop-keepers by the side told me the same thing. "You have to send him home"
I was like, huh, what-the-hell? Why me?
(I though I was on some kind of tv show, Like boiling point or You're Punk`d !)
Anyway, it all happens so fast. I don't even had a choice, I wanna say no, but...
I've noticed this guy's had deformed legs. He was walking with a stick and he is carrying some paper cupboards which I had no idea where he got it.
So old, so weak..I decided to help him.
(Probably picked them up himself, sorta to sell them as a source of income o.O)
Anyway, the journey began...
He says he stay at Blk 214. Which is so far away from where we started.
On the way, there were many people staring at us.
Well, Non that would kill me as I'm used to being stared weirdly.
(Hey, not because I looked like some sorta freak, it just happens that my parents were garung gunis and we often get that kind of look from people. Now I'm just used to it :D)
We walked all the way from the coffee shop to his home..
He's really walking very slowly..=p
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There was the pedestrian crossing. He told me he dun wanna use it. (Well, I could understand. =/)
So..
We use the bridge..
The one for bicyles and trolley somemore. =x
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Long long way...
Nevertheless. !
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He was really determined to go home =/
I asked him 'bout his legs..
Well, he told me he didn't got into an accident nor surgery.
They just become like this themselves =.=
I guess it's because when he was young, too much alcohol and unhealthy diet. Not enough calcium. Thus the bones got soft.
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We eventually reached his house.
This guy's a poor man..
His house was rather dilapidated..
I can't imagine how is he going to live inside..
On the journey to his house, I find that life is precious.. Lot's of things you cannot see, but is deeply appreciated. Like your health and love ones.
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Life's short, I'm not gonna waste it.
Gonna keep on walking..
That's why I've named this blog : Never ending destination.
There are helps given along the way..
Friends are part of the process..
The only person who would continue this walk with me, is my wife.
Hopefully is dear. :P
Love ya. ^.^
Current Music Playing: Nakashima Mika - Glamorous Sky
P/s : trying to fix my blog songs and the boxes too.
Sorry for any Inconvinience cause. kekeke. :P
Peace Out ^.^V
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kimiya @ 8/25/2008 11:01:00 PM
