It's been So Long.

How do you do blogger?

I asked myself first.
"You obviously look dead" ~ !

So I guess here I am, injecting some living valor into this *deadly* diary. Or what's left of it, it looked like it had been hacked. o.O

Not say I've totally forgotten about it, just that human nature...Ya'know.
-Laziness.

I guess I shld overcome this L.
Seriously being lazy will ruin one's life..

I remember there was once I feel like learning jap, laziness conquer me.
I feel like learning well my web programming knowledge, (even got the strong motivation before.. ) But L took it away all too..

It's hard to find a motivation really.
There's so much I wanna do, I had hook up some interests..
But I just can't discipline myself well.

Nafpha test is around the corner, 20 Jan. I promised myself I would spend a week or 2for preparation. I guess it's a little too late for me to do that now.

If I were to set a resolution for year 2009.
I guess it would be overcoming my laziness, and waking up early.

I've been leading a unhealthy lifestyle seriously.. lols.
I know it's time for a good change..
Anyway I'm having NS this year. Better change it myself though.. (Life in there sure is hellish, doing everything against your own will)

Well, I've developed some great interests in the past few months as I said earlier. =)

I'm really facinated by the brand Lamborghini. The cars and accessories.
I wanna own a Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 if I could. *lol*

That car is just too beautifully created..
v10 engine, nice cut lines, customizable chasis, and can run to a top speed of
300+ km/h.
(That's about the speed of a tonardo jet fighter)

Some would say, they rather use the money on something else, like "money gives u more money"

That's call investment I suppose.
Well, I had no idea what sorta investment can I do. I'm not into sales marketting. I'm just a computer tech. BASIC too.

In just a few months time, I would turn 21 soon.
Never have I stopped thinkin about how to survive in the society in the future, how many kids would I have, how much money I would earn in months or even days.

In such a realistic and yet cruel world, with no money, seriously life won't be great. I knew this very well, that's why whenever I look back, I regrets not putting much effort in my studies.

I could imagine and put myself in my late thirty's shoes, I'll probably be working my ass off, daily, till I die, or till my maybe fillial kids grow up. *lol~*

I guess that's too sensitive of me, that's all going to be in a future, I'll screw up my study, if that is I wanna take that path.

Or else, maybe it's time for me to buck up and strive.
Using my brains more to think of a way to make money..
Studying well, gaining as much knowledge as I can.

Oh yeah, earning money had become another newly interest of my lately.
Saving money is one of them.

I've read a very old article before, it's a magazine written by I-forgot-his-name. Talking alot about saving money could save the US economy.
Well, quite true actually.

It actually do make sense.




Current Music Playing: Beyonce- If I Were A Boy


kimiya @ 1/13/2009 10:37:00 PM



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