Dunno wad's been happening to be nowadays..
My life hasn't been that living well ever since ITP started.

I've work many part time jobs before..
Never had I ever encountered any place like this one.
It's really special..
Never had i expect it to be so tough too..

It's not a big guy like me whining and complaining over here..
Well..
obviously i noe tat life's hard, u gotta work hard, gotta stay focus and prepared for any kinds of challenge..

I'm deeply rooted to that kind of mindset, I'll do wadever the supervisor or leader instructs during work.
However..The type of jobs and tasks CANDY offered for me was really one hell outta nightmare.

Not am i going through the details for the past few weeks I've gone through..

Lately so much has happened..
Mostly bad stuffs.
Bad Bad Bad.........

I wish all these could end someday..
Hopefully by 11 April perhaps..
When will I ever be freed..God If you exist.. Pls make that happen..

(*Sighz.*)
I broke up with my girl..
I really dun wanna do it either..
I've just got this feeling blocking from the inside of me..
Some were guiltyness..She's done so much..Why don't I show her the same way..
I jus wan some freedom..Jus wanna live the way it is..The way I are..I dun wan to be controlled..Dun wanna carry any extra burden..
What I've carried is heavy enuff for me to

I've actually yelled at a Auntie after tolerating her attitude for 3 freaking weeks, in front of everybody. Including the boss.
Really felt abit of regret after doing that..
After all..I've bear with the days for so long..
Now I guess, everything's going down the drain..

(Anyway..I've apologised today..Yet it's too late. She's already told the boss wad's happened..Guess there goes my 2 mths of tolerating..No more good grades..)

What's next...

I'm really too exhausted to take any form of stress..
Sometimes..
I jus feel tat I wanna take a flight off to other places..
Away from Singapore..
To a place where I could really think..And recover perhaps..

Whatever it is..
I'm really sick of doing anything..
I just wanna sit here and do nothing.

I'm so tired...............................................................

Labels: God Bless me..