It's been 2 days I've ended ITP.
For everyday I was yearning for that day to come .

I wasn't that much happy as i thought it would be.

I guess humans are lidat.. U grow feelings. =/
You'll Feel attached to a place when u've stayed there for so long.

That's mainly how I feel when I left that dumpshit place .
The people that I hated..The friends there..The boss.
I'll really miss them..


Since that day I've yelled and scolded the Auntie.
She had changed her attitude for the past few weeks.


I've deeply appreciated that. I do felt bad inside too for yelling to her lidat in public.

That day I left the place.
(Friday 11 April 2008 .)

She treated lunch to everybody including me .


And she gave me her own creation of farewell & take care gift..



I guess that's the best gift I've ever received in my life.
It's Small yet sweet . =)

She's created it herself, of cos. The flowers were made by artificial flowers used in the shop
(The boss didnt noe bout it. We'll be dead anyway if she does)

I was really touched.
Though she always scolds and nag at me. Criticizes the quality of my work..
However, she did showed her care . It's not surprising too though..She's showed so much changes in the past remaining few weeks.
We quarreled..Laughed..Argued..

Well, though it's all over for now..
I'll miss her I guess .

Some last minute shots we had using my newly phone :D
Samsung Live Loud Music Edition 450i. realli a good phone indeed.

This is Gu Yang.
(My first friend in candy)



A rather childish look. (*lol*)
He's not childish in personality though
I'll always rmb him I guess. "Yu Meng guy.." xD

The 3 Muskerteers that had accompanied me during the days ..



That's Hon Weng in the white T-shirt . He's joined candy on march 13th as a landscape designer.
Although same age as me, he's already a graduate of SP.
He's been a really good fren. My lunch buddy =)


That's me sitting in front of the Aritificial flower shop that auntie and I had created.




..No comment bout this.
Boss doesnt noe my blog url so I guess it's fine..=/



Days spend: 2 mths, 05 days
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Today had a short meeting with jun.
Man it's been ages since I've saw him.
We met for lunch at the plaza singapura's food junction .

Wei guang and Angela joined us shortly after.
I'm just so glad u guys finally got together jus like b 4.
Was so shocked to hear that u guys actually had a dispute a week ago..
And it's mainly b cos of me. =.=

Wad's worse is I've only come to know about it only YESTERDAY.
Anyway, I'm just glad u guys had things sorted out..Today's just the day like every other days.
Friends forever . cheers.
(This is the first time I've wish frenship to last =/)

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Shaine..
I noe I've not been in much help .
I'm tired sumtimes..For u had so much so much problems always..
One after another..
I've always been by ur side..Shoulding your burden with u..

I noe I'm the only fren u've got.
U're not alone ..
But sumtimes..A big guy like me, no matter how strong..Or how weak..There will always be a time that I'll fall..
I'm tired ..
The past few months.. ur problems..Stress..never ended.

I noe that u needed some 1 to be there for u.

I dun wanna let u carry the burden urself too.
But sumtimes I'm jus as helpless
U've got so much things for me to worry about.

It's not that I dun care..
All i just wish is that sumtimes, maybe u shld put urself into my shoes..
I'm realli stress out sumtimes..
Unable to help..
More and more problems..

My own probs add up wif urs..
It's no wonder I've sumtimes lose my temper easily to u..
I'm just tired..

Right now I'm in dilemma..
Not knowing when is the day I'll finally be freed from troubles..
I've always tot that day is 11th April..

I guess life isn't tat simple..
I'm living in a problematic world after all.

Labels: My life's Complicated..Just wanna be freed. nth else matters.