Its been a while..=)

I guess overall I'm doing fine lately..

No job, no work, no school, no Internet, maybe a little stress here and then considering how irony that sounds, where by my holiday had started and no exams for me. :/

I wanna find a job.
I hope any one out there could recommend a few for me?
Prefarbly stuffs related to IT.

'Cause seriously I'm in financial breakdown now.

I could imagine the 2009 crisis that struck many who became unemployed the next day.

I could roughly sense their fear, considering that the only bread winners in the family, my mum and dad, were both in dilemma of earning money.

They too have encounted problems, no capital to earn stuffs. Things became no value, how the CNY affected us as most people had already threw away what we used to earn during their little house cleaning.

I can't stand another sight of my mum tearing again.
It's hard for me to accept some elderly that cries in front of you.

It jus makes me felt so hopeless..

All I could do now for them?
Well, besides some late night show I've specially prepared for them..Nothing I could do much for them anymore..

'Cause I know they enjoy watching gore and horror movies.
I don't mind spending abit, just to keep them entertained for a while.

Might wake up late the next morning, but what to do..That's the most I could do for them folks for now...

I've got no money to lend them anymore..
Things just seem to unable to get better.

I wonder where's our glimmer of hope shining.

Where it used to be.

My collection of Lamborghinis..I guess it's time to stop for a minute..

Those models are too far-fetched to be completed in a set for me I guess.

Maybe some other time now..
It's all about money.

I mean, no money no talk yeahs.
can't really buy anything ..

Not to mention that very soon it's going to be porridge and plain vege for breakfast, lunch and dinner again.

uh-huh..
*Back to square one*

That's what happened to us some years ago.

I've lived in a house totally no water, no electricity and no money. For 7 months.

That was like in 2001?
where there was a huge recession again in the economy.

Anyway, overall I'm still hanging on..
Trying to save money more often.

It's not easy to save money..Considering that you used to spend like nobody's business and now you've gotta restrict yourself..

Felt bad for my girlfriend too..
Sorry dar, I can't take u to nice places much..

But I'm glad we had been to much place where you wanna be =)

Sorry if I can't give u much surprises anymore..
You know I don't mean it.

I can't think properly nowadays..
It seems that I'm having some mind block illness.

I forget things just so easily.
I just don't know why..

I've changed a new tagboard on the left.
Leave me a message if you want.

However, if you're here to quarrel. Please leave thank you.

I don't expect people to care for me. (Please don't bullshit)

I only got 1 rule.
Treat people like how they treated me.

You give me shit, I give you hell.

You give me candy, I lay my life down for you.



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