Finally I've pull it through to the weekends.
I guess this is the only point where I got saved by the tremendous workload.

Everytime I look at my hands.
Sighz, wondering to myself.. It this a test or what.

SP send me to this type of company with these kinds of workloads..It's not I'm complaining, but indeed.. It's too much.

I've already taken so much funny jobs. Such as folding 4000 promotion boxes by myself.
removing thorns from roses with my bare hands.

Cutting the stems of 800 roses ONE by ONE 'cause each 1 of them must match the size of the wrapping paper..
(Took hell'la 4 hrs to complete it)

Working 14 hours in a day .
(Nearly got forced to stay back..)
(NO OT too.)

Although Edwin says that next week we'll be doing networking stuffs.
I doubt that I will learn anything much from it..
'Cause from what I heard from him, it's like a simple job..

Jus shifiting all the computers from the 2nd floor to the 1st floor.
And allow internet access to all of them.

That's all.

The heck?..
If only the FYP is as easy as this..
(FYp . = Final Year Project)


Slyviah called me sometime ago just now.
She told me that she had read about the days I had in the company.

Well, in summary, she told me that the company is exploiting me.

Actually I've thought of this matter since the first day at work..
What's all these gotta be of any much help in my course.
It's an learning experience yeah. However, it must be of some use isn't it..

I've decided to look into this matter seriously.
It's time to get my bearings right.

Right now..I'm in the middle of confusion..
Whether to go to school and complain on monday.
Or jus simply go back to work..
Labourer's work.
So be it..


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Nowadays.
I've always been living in despair and heartbreaks.
Though I tried to smile and live each day as it comes..
Deep inside me. I'm upset.

I've long ago been in love with this girl..
Though we've never met.
I still love her.
Silly isn't it.
It does..


Due to some reasons..
we were seperated
she came back..With a great change.
She had moved on..
I'm still on my same track.
Never stopped waiting.


Now there lot's of ppl she appreciates for..
Not just me .

I felt empty.
Lonely inside me.

The lonliness is killing me..

Valentine's wasn't easy for me
I cried alone softly to myself..
Does she knows that agony inside of me..

For I've waited so long for you..
And you came back..
told me to love u no more..

I'm so wasted..
I dunno what to do...

How to accept a new you..

Sighz.
Workload's killing me.

Physically and emotionally..
I'm torn apart..

Everything jus seems so messy..
So tired..

Sighz..

I'm in a very unstable mood right now..
Sick of saying anymore..


Do me a favour to all those reading.





Just don't ask.




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